Wed, 24 Sep 2008 00:36:59 GMT

Uhhhhhmmm...

Hm.

Well.

Where do I start. I suppose I should start out with an apology. I am sorry for being such a raging douche/jerk/asshole/bastard/bitch/similar expletive describing my complete lack of civil tact and/or irrationally confrontational attitude back there. If anyone still remembers. And apparently they do. D: I can't even remember why I got so mad or why I flipped out to begin with. I made a big deal out of things that didn't matter and ended up blowing everything out of proportion and pissing off a lot of people. Maybe I just needed a break from it all. After an entire summer+ far far away from anything internet-related (sans the occasional LJ peek and webcomics) I realized a lot of the issues I had were with myself, not with others specifically. And as much as I truly abhor certain aspects of the internets, I cannot dismiss others as being important influences and motivators in my life.

While my summer was blissfully serene I also didn't do a shred of art, and now I've found myself in a stressful predicament. A lot of my inspiration came from sources on internet, and while I did search, I couldn't find anything that sparked my imagination quite as well as some of the people and artists I watched online. Movies, books, TV, music.. not even my beloved WoWz could make me care about drawing. I need inspiration. Badly.

So apart from an apology I suppose it's fit to mention that I'm kinda of "back" sorta, but not under this name or any of my formers. I won't mention the new one here or to anyone (and it's different from the robot one). If you find me, awesome. If not, you're really not missing much (although I've been told I'm easy to find, dammit lol). I really really really don't want to attract attention. This handle will be different for a lot of reasons and is almost an experiment of sorts. I am trying not to end up with the same attitude I left with the first time around.

And really, I don't want to be "that person" anymore. It'd be so nice to just... get along. I'll do my best not to be a jerk anymore. =/

Comments left open for anyone who wanted to scold me before but couldn't, or whoever wants to say whatever.